I want to start this off by saying that I live as close to a full time, D/s, BDSM Femdom lifestyle as I possibly can. I hope I’m not bursting anyone’s image of me by saying this, but pet and I mostly live a very vanilla life. We have kids, work, friends, workouts, and everything else that people do. There is ALWAYS a knowledge in my home, that I am in charge. My friends know it, his friends know it, our family’s all know it. They just don’t know to what extent my control reaches. I don’t go out of my way to publicly humiliate my pet.
Although, I have had him drop to his hands and knees in public places, on a few occasions, to kiss my feet, but that was done to show him I can. Robert and I communicate everything to each other. We share our needs and fantasies on a regular basis. It helps me to know him better if he shares his deepest fantasies with me. I know him VERY well, inside and out. I know what he needs before he even needs it and he does the same for me. It is only part of what makes our bond and relationship so strong.
Let me get to the point of my writing tonight. I have wanted to show pet what it would be like to be a REAL slave, an object to be used, a toy. Yes, I use him all the time for my own selfish needs but there is always that return to reality that has to happen. I knew last week that pet had nothing on his schedule this weekend and neither did I. That is very rare. So I arranged for our kids to go to my parents house for a few days.
We are always doing something or going somewhere, so this weekend I was going to make some of our deepest fantasies come true. It would be 3 straight days of hard use. He would eat and drink what I give him, sleep when I tell him to, use the bathroom when I tell him to. Everything controlled, no freedom. I teased him hard for two weeks straight before this weekend. No orgasms for him and LOTS for me. This is common in my house, but I did not let him know that I had a plan.
Friday morning, he went to the gym, which is his normal routine. I am usually gone then myself but Friday I stayed home. I showered and got ready for his return. I put on one of my HOTTEST outfits. I exuded dominance and sex!!! I placed his collar, wrist and ankle cuffs, chastity device, and a butt plug in the bathroom. He was sending me little texts, like..”I love you” and “I love being owned by you”, “You are my Queen”. This is common when we are apart but I usually answer. I didn’t on this day. I wanted him to feel like something was wrong, not normal. I sat down, when everything was ready, and text him this…”Come home now Bitch”. I knew I had 10 minutes before he walked in the door, so I sat down, crossed my legs and waited. I was SOAKED with sexual energy! I was so excited to fulfill this need both for him AND me. Ten minutes is all I waited and he walked in the door.
He walked in and saw me sitting in my chair and he dropped to his knees. He KNEW what my mood was because of the text, but today would be different. I told him simply, “Get in the shower, clean EVERYTHING, shave EVERYTHING, and then put on what I have put out for you”. He scurried off to the bathroom so I knew it would take about 30 minutes to get everything just the way I liked it. I heard the bathroom door open and his cuffs and cock cage clanking as he walked down the hall to me. He walked up to me and dropped to his knees, with his head down and waited, like he has been trained. In a soft voice I told him this.. “You are no longer a man. You will not put on any clothes until Sunday. You will do only as I say. You will not speak unless spoken too. Is that clear?” He said, “Yes Mistress” and so we began.
I placed a Cialis pill I received from a girlfriend, in his mouth, and gave him a sip of water to swallow. I then placed a special pair of panties in his mouth and sealed it shut with some duct tape. I never told him what the pill was, and he does not need those but I wanted to make things especially hard on him. His device was already crammed full of cock but now it would be relentless. I told him to start cleaning the house. My house is very clean to begin with but he knew to make it spotless. I’m sure he thought he would clean, I would use him, and it would be back to normal life…LOL, not today and not his weekend.
It took about an hour and he came back to me and returned to his knees. I was watching TV and just ignored him. We sat like that for about 15 minutes until he raised his head and gave me a look like he was wondering what was going on. I slapped him HARD across his face! I told him he is NOT to break position for ANYTHING at ANYTIME and he will have to be punished for that later. “Right now, I need to cum” and with that, I ripped off the tape, pulled my panties out and pulled his head between my thighs. He knew what to do and in my state, it didn’t take long before I was having orgasm after orgasm. When I finished, I pushed his face away and told him to make me lunch. His cock looked so good in that cage, bulging out at every opening. It looked VERY painful for him!
The day went on like this, with me relaxing as I gave him more to do. It was so hot and it’s only Friday. I had already planned on going out with a few scene friendly girlfriends that night so I had him pick out his favorite outfit, panties, and heels and help me get ready. While I put on my makeup, I told him to get behind me and lick my ass. OH MY GOD…it felt good!!! I was sooooo turned on. I had him then dress me and go wait in the living room for me to finish up.
DING DONG…LOL, my friends are here! I KNOW my pet was embarrassed, even though he had been used in front of them before, it is hard for him. I shouted from the back room to answer the door and greet whoever it is properly. I had given them a heads up so they were not shocked. After about 5 minutes, I walked out and saw them sitting at my bar, drinking a beer, with pet kneeling in the living room. I greeted my girls and then told pet that he is to be punished for his earlier infraction. I pulled out my black tape, wrapped his eyes shut, and placed the same panties from earlier back into his mouth and taped them in place. Oh I love how he looks when I do that. It only made it better that my girls were adding to his humiliation by telling him that we were going to have a great time, flirting with whoever looked our way. I then led him out to the garage and tied him in position. It was cold and dark in the garage and it was turning me on so much that I was doing this. I told him.. “I’m going out to have some fun, you can spend this time thinking about what you did wrong”.
I was gone for 3 hours and the whole time I could not stop thinking about what he was doing. We laughed and had a great time talking about our lifestyle. When I came home, I went right to the garage to see my slave and it was sexy as hell to see him still bound in position. It had to be so hard for him. I was very turned on. I released him, brought him into our bedroom, pushed him over the edge of the bed and slowly removed his butt plug. It had been in all day, he had not eaten or had a drink and now I was going to fuck him…MY WAY. He had to just listen as I pulled out my strap on and put it on. He knew what I was doing and his cock was dripping precum. It was then that I changed my mind on how I was going to fuck him…or should I say…where.
I lead him to the bathroom, told him to kneel next to the toilet. I sat down and had a nice long pee. The kind you have upon returning home from drinks with friends. I wiped, stood up, and told him to get on his hands and knees, with his head in the toilet. I then got some rope and tied his hands around the back of the toilet. I tied a length of rope to his collar and led it also around the back side of toilet as well, holding him in place. I lubed my cock up and preceded to fuck his ass, with his head in the toilet, breathing in my piss. I was going crazy, talking shit the whole time. I fucked him hard at times, banging his head against the back of the bowl. Upon finishing with him, I untied him, unlocked his collar, and told him to take off his cuffs and get in the shower, and use the bathroom. “When you get out, put everything back on”.
Once pet was properly cleaned and cuffed, I had him lay down next to my bed, fixed his collar to a chain I attached to the bottom of the bed, and told him that is where he will sleep. Not a word has been spoken by him all day. He did all that I expected and I was very happy. I only needed to do one final thing before we went to sleep. I instructed him to lay very still, with his mouth open. I squatted over his face and told him to look into my eyes. He knew what was coming now and I could see the stress in his eyes. I pulled my panties to the side, and told him that he is “NOT to swallow anything until I say so”. “Do not spill a drop or you will be in serious trouble”. I filled his mouth… I then said “flush toilet”, and he swallowed. I told him “good night slave”, patted him on the head and climbed up into bed. I was so turned on that I masturbated loudly before I went to sleep